Can you still see the prize?

Are you at the point of giving up? Or probably you have already given up, concerning your God given call? Or have you lost the passion you used to have for the things of God's kingdom? Have you got comfortable with the success you have achieved in the circular world and you consider the calling of God as an option? Did all this on the other hand lead you to make some really bad decisions, which brought pain, sorrow and grief to those around you and to yourself? Do you feel like you just want to continue to walk down the drain because you think you would never make it to the top again?