Kazhushcheesya I Tshchetnoe

V knige stavyatsya voprosy: "Chto takoe yav'? Kakim sostoyaniyam nashego samochuvstviya my mozhem verit' i v kakoy stepeni? Chto budet ikh kriteriyami: perezhivaniya tela ili opyt myslitel'noy deyatel'nosti soznaniya? Kakovy prichiny oshchushcheniy uslovnosti, zybkosti nashikh perezhivaniy sobstvennogo prisutstviya? I, nakonets, sakramen-tal'nyy vopros yunoshey i filosofov: sushchestvuyu li "ya"? Takim obrazom, zdes' issleduyutsya sub"ektivnye sostoyaniya ekzistentsial'noy samoudostoveryaemosti i zhiznennogo tomleniya. Pervoe predstaet v shirokom spektre chelovecheskikh prebyvaniy: v yavi, zdravosti, norme bodrstvovaniya; v ob"yatiyakh Morfeya, snovidcheskoy deystvitel'nosti; v bolezni kak osobom rezhime funktsionirovaniya; v svidaniyakh s Bakhusom; v sostoyaniyakh izmenennogo soznaniya (kurazh, isstuplenie, orgazm i dr.) V nikh i cherez nikh nashe soznanie vystraivaet i sertifitsiruet svoyu real'nost', osobenno napryazhenno i tshchetno pytayas' opredelit'sya s sobstvennym "ya". Vo vtoroy chasti analiziruyutsya istoki chuvstv maetnosti, zhiznennogo tomleniya - v gamme sostoyaniy dosady, toski, skuki, khandry, apatii i otchayaniya. Kniga adresovana vsem tem, kto interesuetsya ekzistentsial'noy problematikoy v filosofii.